zen insanity - pictures, lyrics, projects of domspe
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## welcome. 9.13.04 11:37pm amazing what happens when life gets busy. check out my labour of love freepoets.com -- it really is a labor & a love. sigh, no time for me... the only thing i'm updating is the picture gallery & i still have stuff to add to that. 5.10.04 7:37pm Stress! it really sucks. finally got the website i've been slaving over online & of course there are ten thousand stupid human errors to occur. but, hey, it was bound to happen... too bad i'm the one that i supposed to fix the shit. I managed to get an A in math somehow... absolute gift from something larger than we there. working on getting a design for my Fight Club paper to go online. i plan on archiving as much as possible on this site now. i *still* have to get my saint augustine pics up here... but i'm a slacker :o) 4.25.04 7:17pm where the hell did april go? its almost at the end! just finished adding new songs and front page to freepoets.com. now i just gotta figure out how to get their album created. great fun! working my way through zen & the art of motorcycle maintenance - which is, a great book... very thoughtful read. i had a great kayaking journey this weekend that was very unexpected & fighted on my part. i fight things because i think i want to, but once i quit figting, i find that i enjoy where it was i didn't want to go very much. do we have a fear of actually enjoying something? or we sado-masocists? reminds me of silverchair lyrics: abuse me more i like it. 4.19.04 10:59pm i just finished my monster of a term paper!!! YAY click here to read about the etruscans - it was very fun! anywho, next i get to finish evil holidays... even *more* fun! 4.3.04 5:41pm I LOVE FRIENDSTER! its so fun and addictive and free... you should click here and become my friend! 4.1.04 8:41pm april fools day is fun! i never ever pulled an elaborate prank on someone until today. my cowokers & I (persons D-I) targeted my general manager (person C) because she attempted to team up with the owners (persons A&B) in a plot against us.... and was dumb enough to tell us after they refused to take part yesterday (March 31). So, I took a screen shot of her computer as she left if before lunch & set it as her desktop background, hid her iconds & taskbar. after 3 hours & a 3rd reboot... a fellow employee called "dell support" bka: my cell phone! after 5 minutes of service tags & formailities i asked to speak to the person who regularlly used the computer... i pulled a very convincing indian accent & asked her dumb questions. I walked into her office as i was saying "mam, i need to let you know..." - come round the corner - "... that you've been HAD!" yay... laughs for persons D-I & mortification for person C -- great moments @ work indeed. 3.28.04 5:37pm i could speak in nothing but song lyrics if i had to. my favorite song lyrics 3.26.04 11:18pm high frucose corn syrup is *evil* see why. 3.15.04 11:50am just got back from saint augustine... learned that people can change, only if they want to. had a gorgeous fun time, trying to sort through & size pictures. so much to say & nothing to type... ciao. 2.22.04 11:50am checking out yoga retreats. 4 days in nature with nothing to do but focun on thy inner self. ahhhh... i hope i find one that is right for me. i realized last nite that so many people have so much to give, but it means nothing if they don't save the bulk for themselves. i draw true enjoyment in giving advice, listening, and discussing the facets of life... however, if i do not do this for myself or get some sort of reflection from those i help, it only draws away my own energy. friends must reflect where you are or want to be or be on the upward momentum to that goal. everyone is full of energy, wether it is positive, negative or neutral (apathetic) for us to realize and handle accordingly. 2.21.04 8:00pm so, i never made it back to the praire for rainbow gathering. too much work to do at home, at work, and for school. and there is the work for me. never lose sight of what you need to do for yourself. the only person that will help you is you & the only person you should ever be totally responsible for is yourself. (and kids if that is the case...) self reflection, keeping your house and car clean, eating healthy, yoga/exercise, good friendships, and good deeds. only you can master your own desitiny. 12.09.04 10:39pm ...yet again, i have just gotten back from Hopkins Prairie my favorite place to make a temporary home. i made a mini gallery of some of the pictures. next trip will be in later feb for the rainbow gathering. going to meet up with crazy dave from salt springs... god speed the adventure 10.06.03 09:02pm Just got back from Hopkins Prairie in the Ocala National Forest. The absolute gem of the forest. Far enough off the beaten path to get away from the super touristy people, but close enough to get to other recreation areas and Silver Springs for ice, etc. The perfect mix of solitude and adventure. 9.29.03 10:04pm i once thought it was lonley being alone. now i cannot get enough of being alone. 9.25.03 11:39pm after two weeks of contemplating on design, software, layout, etc. i finaly decided to go back to the roots in which i first found vast pleasure: html. I still remember when there was fixed-width or non fixed-width font options and that was it. At some point in time, everything became so over saturated with options we lost the whole point. then again, what is the whole point of the internet? |