Posted by domspe on Dec 21, 2006 in
abundance So, a lot packed into 3 days here….
12/19 – my birthday
12/20 – new moon
12/21 – winter solstice
Yesterday i received a book – mysteriously- in the mail. a book that a certain person reccommended i read for a specific reason. i read a journal entry eluding to that reason earlier yesterday morning. before the book. The book has a paragraph outlined. it is the reason i am supposed to read this book.
where did the book come from? someone i don’t know. maybe someone bought it from half.com & had it sent to me… but who. only myself & 1 other person knew i should read this book, and that person doesn’t have my address.
its a Mystery.
Sagittarius new moon says i should celebrate my freedom. I should read this book and allow it to free me. that is, afterall, why i was told to read it.
Posted by domspe on Nov 28, 2006 in
abundance i fell off the blogging bandwagon… whoops!
so, short & quick recap:
– move to NC, check.
– unpack & set up house, check.
– spend month in Ashram in Virginia, check.
– pass certification test to be a yoga teacher, check.
– come home & have a minor “what do i do now” freak out, check.
– overeat turkey & stuffing @ parent’s house, check.
– prove to parents that the crazy ashram didn’t brainwash me, check.
– come back & realize its all baby steps, baby.
Posted by domspe on Sep 25, 2006 in
abundance i know i need to figure these things out. one day, she says… as she spirals into further insanity.
MEDITATION: To attune to the Virgin Goddess, you may want to go somewhere where you can be completely alone: outside beneath the stars at night; on a walk in nature; or meditating in the silence of the middle of the night. Like a holy rain, fill your being with the three graces of simplicity, focus, and concentration. In the deep solitude of your soul’s innermost chamber, ask yourself these questions:
1. If I had to leave this planet today, what is the one thing I would have regretted not doing?
2. If a hurricane or earthquake struck, and I had to evacuate my home, what are the few precious things I would take with me – and what one is above all the rest?
3. Where in life do I feel the most centered, true, and real?
4. What is the one (life-affirming) thing I cannot and will not give up?
5. What makes my soul sing?
Posted by domspe on Aug 29, 2006 in
abundance truth. so hard. so important. rather than rehasing how someone’s truthfullness set me free, i’ll share some quotes…
The truth hurts.
Honesty is the best policy.
You can?t hide your lying eyes.
How many legs does a dog have if you call the tail a leg? Four; calling a tail a leg doesn’t make it a leg.
You can fool some of the people all of the time, and all of the people some of the time, but you can not fool all of the people all of the time.
Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth.
Chase after the truth like all hell and you’ll free yourself, even though you never touch its coattails.
Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes to be true.
Fear grows in darkness; if you think there’s a bogeyman around, turn on the light.
Most truths are so naked that people feel sorry for them and cover them up, at least a little bit.
Truth is such a rare thing, it is delighted to tell it.
All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them.
Falsehood is easy, truth so difficult.
The truth will set you free. But first, it will piss you off.
Truth is not only violated by falsehood; it may be equally outraged by silence.
Like all dreamers I confuse disenchantment with truth.
If it is not right do not do it; if it is not true do not say it.
When in doubt, tell the truth.
Insanity is often the logic of an accurate mind overtasked.
Truth is our element.
The world is too dangerous for anything but truth and too small for anything but love.
http://www.wisdomquotes.com/cat_truth.html
Posted by domspe on Aug 23, 2006 in
abundance Whoa.
Friday, September 2, 2005 = last year’s virgo new mon:
my error this week was taking the plethora of colliding energies as an excuse to look outside to define what is within. Therefore, the seed vision for this new moon would be to turn that focus inwards. find someway to incorporate more yoga & meditation into my daily life. two-four times a week is not quite enough. also, i’m about due for a fast, i do believe.
somewhere along the lines of time, i forgot to go back and look to 6 months prior. i have now been doing this new moon seed vision for 18 months. I have gone back an re-read some, but not on a schedule. i think 6 & 12 months back is a good idea from now on.
So, reading this seed vision for this same moon last year reminds me of how much we cycle.
energies are going crazy again. i’ve been *forced* by my subconcious to focus inward but am directing the thoughts outward. i’m trying to deal with/forgive in all the wrong ways. and what am i really upset about anyways? the root is in there somewhere, i just need to figure out what it is.
seed vision : more introspection – remain calm through the insanity that is the impending move